dirty little secerts
I am 23 and engaged. My finacee knows how I am and nows that I love him dearly but I want to be able to have excitement when he is not around. He is okay with it and loves the idea. I am looking to be treated as I want to in any mood. I can dominate or submit when the time is right. That is the only thing my fiancee doesn't have. he only wants me to dominate him. When I want to submit I want to be controlled and toyed with. I become a total slave to the feeling when I want to submit. When I want to dominate I can get kinky and enjoy the use of light to heavy bondage. Other then that i am actually kind of a surprise when it comes to me. I don't drink or party to often...at all for that matter always working my ass off at my job. So tensions grow and I look for an escape and way to relax. When I am off for a day or two I go out and hang out at a club and dance. I don't drink much maybe one or two but that's it usually. Never did any drugs... Now that I read this I sound a bit to goodie goodie. The only thing is my dirty little secret of being a complete pervert when I want to be. Yes I realize I am young and most people probably don't like the idea, but I want to experience more in life before devoting all of my heart to my fiancee. He said I should go for it so i am trying it to see how it all plays out.
I want someone who won't judge me on how I look because of me being rather hefty. I won't lie about it. Someone who is looking to be either treated kindly as they should be and treat me the same unless I am wanting to submit and can force me to beg or call them my master/mistress. I want trust, fun, and most of all someone Who I can just hang out with if I am not in the mood. Someone who can also understand that I am who I am and nothing and no one will change that. I am proud to be me.