flame of fire
It always hard and useless to try describe yourself. Did you ever try to describe a flame dance of fire to somebody blind? The same situation. You can use a lot words, but is much better to take a look into eyes and listen the live voice to define the person to yourself. So, what am i? I can say i'm good, but i would not, it trivial. I am is what I am. Try me, you'll see how deep the rabit hole is...